Wednesday, January 13, 2010

April 13

I'm scared, Di. I talked to Fran, and she said that over vacation, Nora & Belle called her. They're two popular girls, & probably called out of boredom.

Why am I so nervous? Belle just recently became popular. (Remember, she and I were pretty close). I told her about Eli (that I like him) during that same period. Even though I've only mentioned him a few times to her, what if she's told Nora? I've had this continual fear, but it was strengthened when B & N told Fran they'd try to call me; luckily I was in Florida, which my wonderful friend reminded them of.

I'm terrified! What if she has? It'll be all over the 7th grade (and possibly 8th) in minutes. It's bad enough that I like him-- he's going out w/ someone on top of it! My safe secret may not be so safe anymore!

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