Sunday, February 14, 2010

May 14, '98

I was thinking about Karl- (someone new!) and I don't think I LIKE like him. I don't think about him LOTS, look at him LOTS, etc.

But I do both actions enough to know I like him a LITTLE bit. Tonight, wait, LAST night- I got this tingly feeling thinking about him.

I think I'm just so relieved to be thinking -and liking- someone new.

I get tired of liking Eli day after day. It's nice to lust after someone else for a change.

I'm not going to tell Francine about this. Even if she doesn't care, it's nice to keep a secret from her- for once. There's probably oodles she doesn't spill to me, so I'm getting her back- sort of.

This is how much I like Eli & Karl. Out of a hundred-piece puzzle, 95 are dedicated to HIM, and the remaining five to Karl.

-V.

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